I took a nap in the middle of the day and had a strange dream. I was going to a party at a family friend's apartment and I was a bit older and a bit thinner.
And I was with this man, who was French who I introduced as my boyfriend Francois.
And everyone was super excited that I was at the party with a boyfriend.
Then the dream jumped and I was in bed waking up with Francois and a naked girl sitting over me rummaging through the pockets of my leather jacket. I turned to Francois and said "Is this the pickpocket burglar? Why is she in our house?" He was so nonchalant and just said something like "Don't worry about it. You worry too much, stop worrying", in a thick French accent.
And then he told the naked pickpocket to leave and she did.
And so did I.
I left and next thing I know I'm on a couch in a therapist's office and the therapist is Liz, from Nip/Tuck, and she's asking, "Why do you want to skip all of this and go straight to being 30 married and boring? You have so much life right now. Why do you want to skip over it?"
I start to answer but then my alarm goes off so I wake up from the dream disoriented.
I think I should stop watching Nip/Tuck before bed
and maybe I need to stop wishing to be older
and done with all of this, whatever this is.
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